2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Thursday, August 6, 2015

Denial is a finger of blame pointing toward another. 
Conflict is an expectation imposed onto another. 
Frustration is the inability to control the will of another. 
Sadness is a dependency on another. 
Loneliness is waiting for another to arrive. 
Solitude is freedom from needing another. 
Harmony is embracing the uniqueness of another. 
Grace is seeing there is no other. 
Enlightenment is when the subjects of one and another disappear. 
Love is what remains throughout it all.
~ Matt Kahn

 
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