2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Wednesday, May 6, 2015

I Feel The Shift :)

I'm so DONE with drinking alone
I have such a deep peace and confidence inside about this shift
I'm full of grounded joy
The drinking phase of this year served a very high purpose while it lasted
Praise God for the truth of that!
I am this blessed energetically sensitive being
And, ha!, I am so rarely not alone that I'll probably end up drinking only a few times a year
Richard and I are going out tomorrow night with our almost-expired Groupon for burgers and a pint each of draft craft beer!
That'll be fun!
Even he
the man who lived with me through the absolute worst of my drinking problem over the decades
totally and completely trusts me about drinking
and has for a few years!
For most of us "alcoholism" is a myth, an erroneous label
How Awesome is God?!
If I experience any suffering over my choice down the line
it is merely the unraveling of my beloved ego




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