I'm great at coming up with titles, but horrible at following-through and writing something to go with it! You know, like a story!
I come up with titles for articles and stories ALL THE TIME! It's so much fun for me!
Is there a way to get paid for that?? Ha.
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On the other hand, I wrote plenty after coming up with the working title of my book. And, I celebrate myself for that! And maybe it's not my fault that I can't write anything else until my memoir is done. And probably it's not my fault, or anybody elses, that I haven't been able(?) to work on my book for several months *sigh*.
I'm going to work this out!
And write now, I mean right now, I am indeed writing this while watching TV. I'm watching a recording of the series, Forever. It's not a bad show, check it out! What do I realllly want to be doing right now, she asked herself. Writing my book, she answered.
Uh Oh.
Mostly About My FOO (family of origin), And My Recovery From Them -- "If you know your mother doesn't tell you the truth, don't keep acting like she does." ~ Iyanla Vanzant "If you know that your father has a tendency to not honor his word, don't keep trusting he's going to do what he says he's going to do (just) because he's your father." ~ Iyanla Vanzant
2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See