2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Saturday, February 7, 2015

Oh My Gosh! I Love Cannabis So Much!

As I posted in my previous post, at first I thought there might be a problem -- which would have been fine if so. You know, I really AM a Happy Sobrietist, and have been for 3 years! And occasional use of stuff is perfect for me. And I will always prefer total soberness because I am So High On Life now!!! For me, being a Sobrietist -- which is a term each person must define for themselves -- means sober living with an occasional twist!

Last night I tried the Juicy G for the first time. I needed to know what it was like. That is the perfect name for it for me, btw! Private joke. I watched Real Time with Bill Maher! And Broad City! Perfect accompaniment!  At first I was a bit apprehensive about it being a sativa -- but the THC was Not too much for me. Actually, I'm not a conoseiur of weed so I really couldn't discern much difference between it and the Purple Kush. They both made me both relaxed and euphoric --- now that I remember, the Juicy G made me a bit more awake than the indica hybrid Purple Kush. Both helped me to sleep better than I normally do now (my insomnia cured from Structured Water).

 I had no heart palpitations, and I got my Atmos Boss Vape Pen to work great -- cool technology! No hangover this morning from the pot. I feel happier than my normal, to be honest. I Feel Amazing! My Whole Life Is Amazing!!! So many aspects of my life ROCK!!!

 My little family is 100% behind me with the marijuana. And now I want to have a family pow wow to talk about what they feel is a comfortable, appropriate, and healthy amount for me to be partaking of it; that is, how often. I'll always only use a small pinch at a time.

 It's totally medicinal. It's so totally like a million times better than alcohol! Which has its place but not much medicinal help! Almost No healing properties at all! I'm a much more open and happy person, and I'm much more ME on grass than I ever was on booze. I could go on and on about this, but I won't.

 How many names have I used for cannabis now!? There are so many names for it!!

 OHHHH, forgot the most important thing!!! The heart palpitations were NOT caused by the Purple Kush. I saw my thyroid doctor and they are caused by my NatureThroid dosage needing to be lowered. In other words, my hypothyroid is getting better! My Hashimotos numbers are lower too! And even my doctor, Dr. Dalhoumi, agrees that it is because of Structured Water!!! SW HEALS! Marijuana Does Too!




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