2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Thursday, February 5, 2015

Here's The Med Weed That Was Delivered To Me Yesterday -- Not A Huge Fan


I tried the Indica, which is the Purple Kush. I actually have a hangover from it this morning. I only smoked a pinch, definitely not a full bowl. It made me cough a lot, but that could be because I had to use my pipe; my vape pen wouldn't work and I'm going to exchange it. I have allergies and irritated lungs, so I coughed a lot. I seemed to have heart palpitations too. I'm going to have to inquire about this. 


On the plus side it was very relaxing while at the same time euphoric. I enjoyed myself for the most part.

I can see that cannabis is going to be only an occasional hobby for me -- but that's nothing new. In other words, this stash is going to last me for two or three years.

If I want the medicinal effects I might benefit from CBD drops... there's much to research about that.

Maybe edibles? I'm not sure I want the extended high.

I think, thus far, I'm disappointed in the whole med weed thing.

It's a good thing I prefer being substance-free!

This cool chart shows the healing effects of cannabis components! ​https://weedmaps.com/medical-marijuana-testing