2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Friday, November 23, 2012

Decisions, decisions, decisions

I'm not warmed-up to my rebound blog yet. This one; this is my rebound blog. I don't know if I want to keep it and turn it into something I'm proud of like my original blog that I felt forced to annihilate or not. Seems like rebound blogs are much like rebound relationships!

While I'm pondering, I will post how perfect my Thanksgiving was! It was the best Thanksgiving I can remember in a long time---on all fronts: My little family of four, my core family, my love relationship. I even got creative in the kitchen, and it was a delicious success!

My little family of four and I had a really awesome day. I'd write a lot more about it, BUT, as usual, I'm about to be run off our one pc by my oldest daughter! Ohhh for a laptop! Santa? Please? No? Not yet? OK. *sigh*

One of the highlights of this holiday was being totally removed from my family of origin! I will have to write a page about that one of these days; should I keep this blog and try to generate readers! But wow, let me just say how utterly relaxed, un-stressed, and joyful I felt all day long knowing I was not going to be talking to them. WOW. What a loaded statement. But it's OK. I know they are all very happy.

Take care, all! Gotta go!