2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Wednesday, September 11, 2013

Aching to blog even though it's not about 9 11, which feels too emotional right now


  As crashy and fatigued as I am, with very little cognitive power, I miss blogging so much; here I am.

  There is so much to talk about. Some key points for now:

  The cyst that was on my thyroid for about five years, that had grown a bit; that endocrinologists wanted to biopsy for cancer; that I didn't do and trusted my inner guidance instead; is not only not growing -- it's GONE. It's because of the help I received from Dr. Heng in La Jolla (Scripps Clinic of Integrative Medicine). After watching the DVDs I lent her by Dr. Brownstein (www.drbrownstein.com), she agreed to switch me from Synthroid (after being on it for 20 years; which I believe made me much sicker) to NatureThroid, and agreed to my taking Iodoral (iodine/iodide supplement) which I slowly increased the dose of from 12.5 mg. to 25 mg. Also, switching to Unrefined Celtic Sea Salt (actually needed by the body). I've now increased my dosage of Iodoral to 31.5 mg. Why? Because my Hashimotos is getting better too, and my hypothyroid is too.

   VERY HAPPY! AND GRATEFUL!

  Oh bother; short term memory is so bad right now I forgot the other key points to talk about...

Correction


  Whatever you do, do NOT use ThreeLac to treat candida, and don't trust the folks at candidasupport; they're probably misguided. I did the kind of research I should have done before I spent all the money on the products and used them for a couple months. I trust Dr. Mercola, www.mercola.com. I'm trying true colloidal silver now. Note the word "true."

  I'm feeling too crashy to elaborate on any of this.