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More Musings About Christmas

Am simply in the mood to write some more about things that happened. : ) and : (  and : )

A REALLY Fun thing happened when the four of us were playing Mouse Trap! What a fun game that is anyway! Good Grief, a classic! I won my first Mouse Trap game in 2nd grade in a national drawing competition    : )   So, we were playing the game and in the beginning I was way behind my three competitors; even landing on the space that sent me back to Start!

On a whim I declared out loud: "I'm going to Win!"  LOL.

When we did all make it into the end spaces that circles the trap, and when the game was down to just Anna and me (after she successfully caught first one and then the other competitor in the trap!), when she took her turn she landed on the space under the cage. A Ha! : ) Before I threw the die for my turn, I saw that I needed to get a 4 to land on the Turn Crank space! I suddenly found myself instinctively blowing four times on the die in my closed hand, threw it, and it was a 4! "Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!" :D  "Mouse Trap!" How Cool Is THAT!? ! :D Everyone was excited and laughing! It was So Magical and Surprising! Thank you Great Grandpa, for teaching me that trick when I was a little girl! :D

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As you may know, I'm HAPPILY, PEACEFULLY, HARMONIOUSLY orphaned from my misguided, abusive FOO (family of origin), since before Thanksgiving. (Whom I love with all my heart and fought my whole life to bring healing to, to no avail.) As you also may know I snail-mailed them this letter:

Letter To My FOO

 I don't know what could be more clear, do you?

Yet, I've since received an unwanted package to my daughters from my ex-mother, and three unwanted cryptic messages from my ex-sister. I do not wish to engage with them, so I chose to ignore them. (Except for my brief reply to her first message where I asked "Did you read my letter? Did mom read it? Did David read it?" She ignored it.) And we did not open the package. All here in our home are in agreement about that. I chose not to return the unopened package because I didn't want to hurt my mother, even though she had hurt me and all of us, by sending it.

My mother and sister hurt me by flagrantly disregarding my letter, my feelings, my request, my needs, and by once again treating me like all those things don't matter. I also recogonize, however, that they are trying to love me---the only way they seem to know how. 

May They Be Blessed. May They Be Healed.

Their actions caused me a lot of emotional upset in the moment. And I've taken extra measures to block them from contacting me via computers and phones.

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Watching "It's A Wonderful Life," this year, a tradition in our little family on Christmas night, was the most special, most magical, and most meaningful it's EVER been for me! I'm not sure how to explain it! I think it has everything to do with my spiritual growth though! And especially Matt Kahn's teachings! www.truedivinenature.com

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Oh my, there are so many other wonderous things to write about our Christmas!

But I hate long blog posts! : )

It Was One Of The Best Christmases Ever : )

My little family of four (plus our two cats) had a Very Merry Christmas!

The energy was so harmonious, playful, and happy!

We spent an hour and 45 minutes opening stockings and gifts : )  We laughed a lot all day and night : )

Oh, on Christmas Eve we had a great time too: Driving to see lights, eating yummy eats, watching "A Christmas Story,"

On Christmas and Christmas Eve we listened to Christmas songs all day long; it never got tiring; thanks to Music Choice on Cox.

On Christmas we ate yummy eats throughout the day, played games, decorated ginger bread houses, watched "It's A Wonderful Life."

We also got to talk to Richard's wonderful parents in Puerto Rico! :D

I Am Truly Blessed

Some pics:

There's Huck stalking the gophers that recently made a home here!

An unbelievably gigantic blueberry!

Trying out our new Selfie Stick!

 That's my "Demolition Chalet" LOL. 'Twas certainly not planned or intended! : )

 (above) Anna, Judy, Richard, Bethany

 Tom Sawyer

 Huck Finn

My Significant (And Way Cool) Crow Dream

This morning I had a dream where a large black crow suddenly flew at me. I was startled but not afraid. I instinctively put my hand up in case it wanted to land on it, and I was hoping against hope that it would! It did land on my hand! It felt marvelous. This crow was So Loving! It rubbed it's head against my face and let me hold it and pet its soft feathers and cuddle it. This dance went on for quite some time!


When I woke up I knew instantly that the dream meant my EGO was Integrating in me!! :D


And THATs what enlightenment is about! Not destroying our ego, or rising above it, but allowing it to transmute and integrate into our consciousness with LOVE; to become part of our higher vibration.

I'm So Thrilled This Is Happening To Me!

Thanks muchly to my present spiritual teacher, Matt Kahn! But also to the many spiritual teachers I have listened to over the years, and still listen to: Eckhart Tolle, Jean Houston, Aleya Dao, and others!

Planet Earth ! ! !

I
Want
To
Stay
With/On
Planet
Earth
Until/If
Its
Demise

I'm Sure They Mean Well. Maybe We're Just From Different Planets

FOO
Family Of Origin
The "pod" I was born into
To show me what I came here to transmute in the world?
It's possiboo ....