Judy's Jottings: November 2013

2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Friday, November 15, 2013

Perhaps the most shocking thing of all is that I got my family of origin back

What a beautiful, miraculous gift.
We're all feeling it.
More later.
I grow weary.

Sobrietist is enjoying some Crystal Head vodka

Yes, that is correct. Life is a personal journey. I've discovered that I enjoy drinking two or three times a year! No more than that for this body and brain; no more than that for this psyche; no more than that for the spiritual/physical/mental/emotional path I'm on. And that includes simply no desire for more than that!

This truly has been, and continues to be, My Year. I have finally found Inner Peace, Self Love, and Joy! It only took 56 and a half years! Now that I'm almost 57, I expect this New Me to continue! Not only to continue but to get better and better! I can say that with confidence because the Bliss has been consistent for many months. That does indeed include down times, but unlike any other time in my life, beneath the down is true self love and love of life and peace.

I should write a book!

Oh! I AM! It's a bute!