2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Tuesday, April 9, 2013

I want to be more like Whoopi Goldberg

Whoopi is super comfortable in her own skin. She deeply loves herself, and it shows. She loves her body! She embraces her size without shame or embarrassment. She's a big, beautiful woman; but she doesn't come across as, or appear as overweight! Know what I mean? She loves food, loves to eat, and is confident in being open about that. She dresses comfortably at all times, in a style of clothing that's all her own. (Love that shoe collection! Can those be comfortable though?? She probably has them specially made comfortable; with all that money of hers!) She has a whole lot of friends. She is completely, and I mean completely, HAPPY being single and sleeping alone! She views that as a privilege! She couldn't live without her sex toys! She probably has her fleshly boy toys though---and even girl toys! (Oh, Whoopi!) She loves her weed and is open about that too; and it doesn't interfere in her life. She doesn't drink anymore; not for years. She's a major humanitarian and philanthropist. She's funny as hell. she's sometimes controversial. She's totally unapologetic about who she is. She tells it like it is; very outspoken, and forthright, and authentic. She doesn't give a flying fuck what anybody thinks of her! She's a good person. She's not perfect. She's truly happy!