2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Wednesday, February 4, 2015

Do You Ever Write While Watching TV? Well, try to, anyway?!

   I'm great at coming up with titles, but horrible at following-through and writing something to go with it! You know, like a story!

   I come up with titles for articles and stories ALL THE TIME! It's so much fun for me!

   Is there a way to get paid for that?? Ha.

   .....

   On the other hand, I wrote plenty after coming up with the working title of my book. And, I celebrate myself for that! And maybe it's not my fault that I can't write anything else until my memoir is done. And probably it's not my fault, or anybody elses, that I haven't been able(?) to work on my book for several months *sigh*.

   I'm going to work this out!

    And write now, I mean right now, I am indeed writing this while watching TV. I'm watching a recording of the series, Forever. It's not a bad show, check it out! What do I realllly want to be doing right now, she asked herself. Writing my book, she answered.

    Uh Oh.