2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Tuesday, December 30, 2014

Want to hear about my profound Spiritual Experience Christmas morning? 

Well, I was up early (what mom isn't on Christmas morning--no matter how old your kids are? ) And I was just sitting on my Throne (my bed), when all of a sudden I was flooded with Overwhelming Love, Appreciation and Gratitude for my body... Yes, that's right!--for my very immortal body! It was like Oh My God! I Love You So Much!!... I was Weeping! There was No Thought involved... you know what I mean?... No thought preceded this Awakening. I completely fell in love with my dear body in that moment, just the way it is. And I spoke to it and everything! "I'm going to live forever, but you aren't, and I will miss you!" <weep> "You have been my constant companion and teacher!" "You are so perfect and beautiful! I Love You So Much!" <weep> 

It went on like that for about 10 minutes or so! I was hoping it would last, you know? And it truly is!

I Wish This For Everyone!

Our bodies and us are our original life-long Love Story. It only took me nearly 58 years to recognize that.



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