2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Saturday, August 29, 2015

Late Bloomer

I'm watching the movie, "The Rewrite" 2014. A washed-up screenwriter takes a college teaching job and finds an unexpected romance. Hugh Grant, Marisa Tomei...

It's re-igniting my latent passion to write a screenplay. (Been told already I have talent by Hal Croasman, screenwriter and teacher.)(But that was 12 years ago.)(When I accidentally found my "twin soul" on classmates.com, I ended up putting all my focus on him and our relationship and forgot about writing a screenplay.)(Hey, it happens!)

I think I could write a lot in here about wanting to write a screenplay. (sardonic)

I saw this book sitting on my floor that I bought quite a while ago with good intentions of reading.

It's now made it to my bed aka my office aka My Throne.