2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Saturday, July 12, 2014

I Love My Life

I've been through a lot, like most of us have. 
Somehow it's resulted in me becoming this very happy woman who truly loves herself!
It's not from outside myself.
Many things are just as shitty as they ever were.
It's me who has changed.
I simply love everything!
I feel as if I've truly been touched by Angels.
There is such a richness to my inner life.
There is such an appreciation for my outer life.
Just "being" brings me so much joy and peace.
I roll with the punches so beautifully now.
If this is as good as it gets I'm OK with that!
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