2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Monday, February 1, 2016

I Have To Tell You, It Was The Best 59th Birthday Weekend I Ever Had! ;)

I don't write much on this blog, and my other blog has become more significant and timely for me. : )

My birthday weekend was awesome; with mixed emotions; which is always fine. "The Messy Middle" as SARK says! : )

But, oh my goodness, the play the four of us saw last night, on my birthday day, was perfect for me. I didn't even know until I woke up this morning after a lovely night's sleep with sweet dreams, that the play was about how pedophilia kills!!! It finally all came together in my mind; the subtle messages; the real meaning of the play:


At the Cygnet Theatre in Old Town, San Diego.

I'm in utter awe.

I cried and cried and cried this morning.

You know why.

More Healing Tears.

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