Tuesday, September 8, 2015
Wait. I've Got It Backwards
What could be better than not having a lover who lies to you
(due to no fault of his own)
What could be better than Not having a lover
And learning to love your self instead
of being complete in yourself instead
I'm in love, yeah
But I'm not in a relationship
And I haven't had sex in 10 years (with anybody but myself)
And I think I just had this inspired awakening ... as to how perfect that is
No
Bullshit
No
Lies
No
Drama
....breathing that in
When he and I are old and gray and can meet.....
Oh Myyy the possibilities
(due to no fault of his own)
What could be better than Not having a lover
And learning to love your self instead
of being complete in yourself instead
I'm in love, yeah
But I'm not in a relationship
And I haven't had sex in 10 years (with anybody but myself)
And I think I just had this inspired awakening ... as to how perfect that is
No
Bullshit
No
Lies
No
Drama
....breathing that in
When he and I are old and gray and can meet.....
Oh Myyy the possibilities
Maybe I Can Foresee The Future
To when my FOO (family of origin) totally trusts me
Respects me
Believes me
Values what I say
Uses all my insights to their advantage in a way that benefits me and all of us
....
And
My
Mother
Will
Never
Look
At
Me
Like
This
Again
The precise moment captured on film when she saw me at her surprise birthday party in Las Vegas lo' those many years ago. Where's the Joy? Where's the Excitement? Where's The LOVE?:
Respects me
Believes me
Values what I say
Uses all my insights to their advantage in a way that benefits me and all of us
....
And
My
Mother
Will
Never
Look
At
Me
Like
This
Again
The precise moment captured on film when she saw me at her surprise birthday party in Las Vegas lo' those many years ago. Where's the Joy? Where's the Excitement? Where's The LOVE?:
Since There's No Shame....
It's not a betrayal for me to tell the truth
Only good can ultimately come from it
Healing to the spirit/mind/body/relationships, and Integration (of the ego)
Only good can ultimately come from it
Healing to the spirit/mind/body/relationships, and Integration (of the ego)
Monday, September 7, 2015
Oh FOO (family of origin)
I can't make you like me
I can't make you want me in your lives more
I can't make you be there for me when I need help or support
I can't make you give me more love not less
I can't make you want me in your lives more
I can't make you be there for me when I need help or support
I can't make you give me more love not less
Sunday, September 6, 2015
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME?!!!!
I just saw two Monarch butterflies flying in unison, one behind the other, when I stepped outside for a moment (doing a chore).
The couple fluttered about in perfect harmony in front of me and around my lemon tree.
I Think I Am Going To Die! <wink>
Twin Soul Love..... What?!.... It could be Mine in this lifetime?!
I Took It As A Sign, Yo!!!
Wish I coulda gotten a pic!
The couple fluttered about in perfect harmony in front of me and around my lemon tree.
I Think I Am Going To Die! <wink>
Twin Soul Love..... What?!.... It could be Mine in this lifetime?!
I Took It As A Sign, Yo!!!
Wish I coulda gotten a pic!
Saturday, September 5, 2015
Oh To Be A Lesbian
In the neat movie, "The Rewrite"
Hugh Grant's character asks Marisa Tomei's character if she's a lesbian.
She jubilantly exclaims, "I wish!"
That's exactly how I've always felt!
If only I were a lesbian
I know I'd be a lot happier!!
LOL
It's in my DNA not to give up on this happening with the man of my dreams, wherever he is:
Hugh Grant's character asks Marisa Tomei's character if she's a lesbian.
She jubilantly exclaims, "I wish!"
That's exactly how I've always felt!
If only I were a lesbian
I know I'd be a lot happier!!
LOL
It's in my DNA not to give up on this happening with the man of my dreams, wherever he is:
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