2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Sunday, January 11, 2015

I Need To Write More And Watch TV Less!

I'm like in limbo.
I am a writer.
But I am not writing.
Therefore I am not a writer.
But I want to be a writer.

I don't know what to write.
I don't know how to write anything else but my book.
I don't know how to get back to work on my book.

I feel like I'm Not Allowed to write anything else until my book is finished.
I feel like if I try to write anything else I'll never finish my book!!!
It's a MEMOIR-type-book, you know!

I'm Stuck!!!

Who do I talk to about this??
Where do I turn?

Should I post this on Facebook??

I Am Waiting For This: