2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Thursday, January 29, 2015

Some Notes From Matt Kahn's Latest Talk About Healing!

Matt's Secret To Healing: Put aside the impulse to find the "healer" and know that the need for healing is not a sign that you are imbalanced. You are going through such a radical energetic transformation the illness needs love and attention. 

Ailments = proof I am healing and expanding. My healing crisis is evidence of how rapidly I'm expanding in consciousness. No matter how grueling or long this crisis seems, I accept that it is a Gift from the Divine for my most radical expansion, and is the highest destiny I could ever receive. It is healed when it has nothing more to teach me

Having ______ is the best thing that's ever happened to me because it is proving to me that ailments have nothing to do with consciousness.

Frees me of judgments of ailments. It's a teacher here to free me of judgment!

Thinking of it as anything but a gift keeps it here.