2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Friday, November 13, 2015

Do You Remember How I Was Certain I Was Losing My Twin Soul?

Do you remember my utter heart-wrenching devastating pain over that?

Dude! Not only did I not lose him, he's sorta into Matt Kahn now!---and he's a Devout Atheist! : )
He listened to this video on Radical Acceptance I sent him and he liked it a lot. : )

He is still my bff.
I have successfully released my desire for more than a platonic friendship with him too!
More on that another time.

I so totally lost my FOO+ (family of origin and relatives) for life, but I didn't lose him!
THEY are abusive to me. HE is not!
He deeply cares about me.
He is a very good friend to me. : )


https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Qh8mZxAkScw&inf_contact_key=46aab95b2d49a3866d9d81b5a636280f32f497411f85897368ba34f040a626af



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