Judy's Jottings: God, I'm So Depressed And I Feel Like I'm Slowly Dying

2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Thursday, April 21, 2016

God, I'm So Depressed And I Feel Like I'm Slowly Dying

I just don't think I can take anymore. My FOOs abuse and neglect of me my entire life has been slowly, painfully killing me. And so often I don't even have the will to live and wish I was never born and the only thing I have to live for are my precious, beloved daughters. But that I'm actually slowly dying of heartbreak and disease. And It's All Their Fault. And They Don't Even Give A Damn.