2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Friday, April 15, 2016

Pleased With The Header Change Above

Updating my blog header is good medicine after having yet another dream last night of being sexually abused by my father.

He's been dead nearly two decades yet he still invades my dreams regularly, as does the rest of my FOO. He appears as if in present-day and it's always mortifying and far too real to be just a dream.

It's part of my burden to bear due to them refusing to Feel Deal Heal with me.

On another note, boy did I score when I found this class!:





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