Haven't been blogging here because my ex-mother and ex-sister read it, and that's toxic to my well-being and hinders my healing process.
There are no words to describe and express my emotional pain over all that is.
I Hate Them All So Much For All They Have Done To Me.
And, it's all SO SENSELESS and UNFATHOMABLE!
They literally DESTROYED me and my life, all the while telling me endlessly that they LOVE me.
It took me SO VERY LONG to get the Whole Truth because of the Love-and-Abuse in the same package, and the great charade they've put on.
I've been trying to bring communication and truth and healing to us for OVER THREE DECADES, but, at age 58 (I'm 59 now), I finally got the true picture of who they are and what they really think of me.
I gave them EVERY chance in the world, over and over again, to work things out. But they only ever refused. I'M EXPENDABLE TO THEM.
Incest, Emotional Abuse, Narcissism, Materialism = My FOO
There Is NO Hope
