2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Friday, September 4, 2015

Attention Please! (FOO, this is for YOU!) (family of origin)

The FX original series, "Sex & Drugs & Rock N Roll" is teaching me everything I need to know about the incest that happened from my father back in the day!

The sexual energy he felt for me.... had it been controlled like Johnny Rock's is for his daughter... and etc., and etc., because this show is so deep and so beautifully layered ----

If ONLY my father had control over his feelings.... and had the awareness that what he was doing to me was wrong....

I don't blame him no mo, and I have long ago forgiven him (dad died a pretty happy 70-year-old man in 1999.)....

....OK, this truly may be going somewhere; like in my book!!


Anywho, med weed (which I truly use only sporadically) makes me digress!


Anyway, what I'm trying to say is that this miraculous TV show with the FABULOUS Denis Leary is helping me to HEAL EVEN MORE and UNDERSTAND AND APPRECIATE MY BELOVED FATHER WAYYYYYYYYY MORE!

AMEN


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