2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Sunday, September 20, 2015

Yes, It's True, I'm An Orphan For Life

And I'm entitled to be angry; it would be sick if I wasn't!

So,

F U C K   Y O U   S T U P I D   S T U P I D   A B U S I V E   N A R C I S S T I C   F O O !!!

 (family of origin)

 GOD knows I tried. GOD knows I've been begging them for truth, communication and healing my whole life.

They are just too limited to do this.

When my beloved nieces and nephew turned against me because they think I made false accusations of abuse against my family, it shattered me soo overwhelmingly that I BEGGED my FOO to please help me because I didn't think I could survive this. THEY ALL TURNED THEIR BACKS ON ME. THEY WOULDN'T EVEN TALK TO ME. They are perpetuating that false belief about me in those kids (in their late 20s+)

If this isn't evil, I don't know what is.
It certainly isn't love.
My FOO telling me they love me is a Big Fat Lie?!




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