2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Wednesday, September 9, 2015

Something's Gotta Give

My hurt and grief over my FOO (family of origin) is becoming too much for me to bear.

I don't think I can continue to carry-on with them like nothing is wrong and all is well.

All is Not well. All is still unresolved and unaddressed.

It's eating me up alive inside.

All I've Ever Wanted And Asked For Is Communication And Healing.


I just don't know what to do now.
I just got them back in my life early this year.
How can I lose them again?....not that I ever really had them, that's the problem.


Calling All Angels! We Need A Miracle!


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