Judy's Jottings: Understanding Is Coming To Me About Why I Needed To Go Back To My FOO

2016 Update: I care more about this blog than I do that "they" can read it, otherwise I'd stop writing it and create a new one. As long as they finally leave me and my little family alone, there should be no problem, even though I requested that they don't read it. Since they have no interest in my writing, I'm probably safe. I hope so hard they will finally respect our wishes of no contact. I care so much about telling the truth and bringing healing. I fought my entire life to bring communication, truth, and healing to my FOO. There's nothing left to fight for so I have given up, at age 59. I can now only bring healing to myself and other survivors through my words. I finally went back to work on my heart-wrenching memoir that I wrote in 2012 that I originally wrote for them as my last Hope of getting my beloved family of origin and relatives back. But, There Are None So Blind As Those Who Will Not See

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Understanding Is Coming To Me About Why I Needed To Go Back To My FOO

(family of origin)

I thought it was because I resolved our soul contracts and that we could be happily reunited and healed.

But it was actually because there was more truth for me to learn about what kind of people they really are, and what they really think about me.

Very sad and tragic and wretched, even.
But I am emerging from the worst pain ever into clarity and enlightenment.
And I WON'T perish, I'm growing stronger than ever.
I'm gaining more Self Love than ever.

So, it's GOOD to be an orphan again!!!

More later...